People,
I was just chatting with my classmate.
A girl.
Now, I want you read the convo between her and me.
This is really killing me.
There may be parts that I did wrong.
But you know what?
I said sorry.
She dosen't cares.
I'm fine with it.
I did a stupid mistake.
Why did I reply?
I know right.
Readdddd.


Sheila:
GOH MAY SYN
Maxine Desiree:
Sheila:
good.
replying fast eh
i got a haircut
Sheila just sent you a nudge.
Sheila:
oi!!!!!!!!!!
Sheila:
wth wake up you mother.....
Sheila just sent you a nudge.
Maxine Desiree:
YOU THINK I DONT KNOW
and pls.
what mother?
Sheila:
how you know??
Maxine Desiree:
who you calling mother?
duh.
yr sis told me she cut her hair
Sheila:
who say?that's her >_>
Maxine Desiree:
HELLO
TWINS
FOR GOD'S SAKE
Sheila:
wtf
Maxine Desiree:
dont wtf me.
Sheila:
-.-
Maxine Desiree:
i had enough of swearing
Sheila:
LOL
Maxine Desiree:
so pls.
Sheila:
since when you changed so much
rofl
Maxine Desiree:
dudette,this isnt funny
its ok laugh all you want
Sheila:
wth sia
Maxine Desiree:
im moving forward in my life.
Sheila:
you sendiri changed so much ffs lmao?tiba tiba
Maxine Desiree:
you moving backward
i dont care.
have a life dudette.
Sheila:
dude
Sheila:
since when did i say that i'm moving backwards?
plus
lol, rofl, lmao doesn't means that i'm laughing ok
EMO sia

since when did i say that i'm moving backwards?
*plus
*lol, rofl, lmao doesn't means that i'm laughing ok =.=
*EMO sia
Maxine Desiree says:
*wth. you wrote rofl means rolling on floor LAUGHING.
*If youre not laughing then...dudette, what did you eat?
*anyways
- (R)`__SHELLsBells;; ` ::__<3 ` x_iSellSeaSHELLStoTheSeabears&&Seahorses. (: says:
*auntie.....
Maxine Desiree says:
*i had enough
*and dont auntie auntie me.
*PLEASE
- (R)`__SHELLsBells;; ` ::__<3 ` x_iSellSeaSHELLStoTheSeabears&&Seahorses. (: says:
*what the hell are you
*wtf
*who the heck are you now?
*trying to become 2 person at a time?
Maxine Desiree says:
*its ok.
- (R)`__SHELLsBells;; ` ::__<3 ` x_iSellSeaSHELLStoTheSeabears&&Seahorses. (: says:
*you sendiri there moving foward to your life
*stupid man you
Maxine Desiree says:
*whatever youre saying abt me
*its ok
- (R)`__SHELLsBells;; ` ::__<3 ` x_iSellSeaSHELLStoTheSeabears&&Seahorses. (: says:
*last time used to be like "hahahhaha very funny" and stuff
Maxine Desiree says:
*Im happy with my life.
- (R)`__SHELLsBells;; ` ::__<3 ` x_iSellSeaSHELLStoTheSeabears&&Seahorses. (: says:
*man you're weird
*like i care
*i don't even want to know about your life
Maxine Desiree says:
*i never said you care
*whatever it is.
- (R)`__SHELLsBells;; ` ::__<3 ` x_iSellSeaSHELLStoTheSeabears&&Seahorses. (: says:
*in exams who ask you didn't revise?
Maxine Desiree says:
*God bless you man.
- (R)`__SHELLsBells;; ` ::__<3 ` x_iSellSeaSHELLStoTheSeabears&&Seahorses. (: says:
*what the hell lah
Maxine Desiree says:
*there's a season where i can be funny
*there's a season where i can be serious.
*dudette.
*chill and relax
- (R)`__SHELLsBells;; ` ::__<3 ` x_iSellSeaSHELLStoTheSeabears&&Seahorses. (: says:
*what the heck man
*you suddenly talk like that and stuff
*with idiot full stops
Maxine Desiree says:
*idk lah.
- (R)`__SHELLsBells;; ` ::__<3 ` x_iSellSeaSHELLStoTheSeabears&&Seahorses. (: says:
*you sendiri emo emo there
*cut your wrists ETC
*wth...
Maxine Desiree says:
*is this what you call emo
*ok yes
*i admit that i cut my wrists
*my youth leaders knows abt it
*i ask God for forgiveness
*that is why Im giving up on swearing
- (R)`__SHELLsBells;; ` ::__<3 ` x_iSellSeaSHELLStoTheSeabears&&Seahorses. (: says:
*lmao?
Maxine Desiree says:
*thats why i gave up on cutting my wrist
- (R)`__SHELLsBells;; ` ::__<3 ` x_iSellSeaSHELLStoTheSeabears&&Seahorses. (: says:
*well you did it first
*not god's fault
Maxine Desiree says:
*so?
- (R)`__SHELLsBells;; ` ::__<3 ` x_iSellSeaSHELLStoTheSeabears&&Seahorses. (: says:
*you did it for fun man
Maxine Desiree says:
*i never's said its God's fault
- (R)`__SHELLsBells;; ` ::__<3 ` x_iSellSeaSHELLStoTheSeabears&&Seahorses. (: says:
*just because of your loved ones you go do it ffs
Maxine Desiree says:
*what loved ones
*i dont abt you.
- (R)`__SHELLsBells;; ` ::__<3 ` x_iSellSeaSHELLStoTheSeabears&&Seahorses. (: says:
*KC.
*you did a heart
Maxine Desiree says:
*WTH
- (R)`__SHELLsBells;; ` ::__<3 ` x_iSellSeaSHELLStoTheSeabears&&Seahorses. (: says:
*i don't even know about you more man
*you are so damn weird
Maxine Desiree says:
*i dint do because of him
- (R)`__SHELLsBells;; ` ::__<3 ` x_iSellSeaSHELLStoTheSeabears&&Seahorses. (: says:
*na
Maxine Desiree says:
*hello
- (R)`__SHELLsBells;; ` ::__<3 ` x_iSellSeaSHELLStoTheSeabears&&Seahorses. (: says:
*you sendiri swear now?
*see it for yourself omg
*then
Maxine Desiree says:
*wth
*is not swearing
- (R)`__SHELLsBells;; ` ::__<3 ` x_iSellSeaSHELLStoTheSeabears&&Seahorses. (: says:
*why did you carved a heart on your arms?
*AH
*you said wth is not swearing
*LOL, LMAO, ROFL is not laughing too
*it can be more
Maxine Desiree says:
*i dont know lah
*its ok
*i still love you as a friend
*whatever it is
*that were fighting
*let it be
*its the past.
*im not emo
- (R)`__SHELLsBells;; ` ::__<3 ` x_iSellSeaSHELLStoTheSeabears&&Seahorses. (: says:
*WTF
Maxine Desiree says:
*i just wanna live a better life
- (R)`__SHELLsBells;; ` ::__<3 ` x_iSellSeaSHELLStoTheSeabears&&Seahorses. (: says:
*i didn't even say that i'm fighting
Maxine Desiree says:
*ok
- (R)`__SHELLsBells;; ` ::__<3 ` x_iSellSeaSHELLStoTheSeabears&&Seahorses. (: says:
*it's just that i'm mad that you're changing
Maxine Desiree says:
*sorry my bad
- (R)`__SHELLsBells;; ` ::__<3 ` x_iSellSeaSHELLStoTheSeabears&&Seahorses. (: says:
*like suddenly omfg
Maxine Desiree says:
*yeah im changing
*in a good way
*im sick of my past
*im sick of what i did wrong
- (R)`__SHELLsBells;; ` ::__<3 ` x_iSellSeaSHELLStoTheSeabears&&Seahorses. (: says:
*YEAH YEAH
*you're changing
*but it doesn't mean that you have to be so "STRAIGHT- FOWARD"
*with full stops sia?
Maxine Desiree says:
*i want to be straight
*thats nothing wrong
- (R)`__SHELLsBells;; ` ::__<3 ` x_iSellSeaSHELLStoTheSeabears&&Seahorses. (: says:
*yeah
Maxine Desiree says:
*izit?
*izit against the law?
- (R)`__SHELLsBells;; ` ::__<3 ` x_iSellSeaSHELLStoTheSeabears&&Seahorses. (: says:
*but sometimes PEOPLE doesn't like STRAIGHT
Maxine Desiree says:
*does it hurts you?
*dudette,
*i dont read yr mind
*im not some super special person
*that can read yr mind
- (R)`__SHELLsBells;; ` ::__<3 ` x_iSellSeaSHELLStoTheSeabears&&Seahorses. (: says:
*na na
*see
Maxine Desiree says:
*and knows everybody's feelings
- (R)`__SHELLsBells;; ` ::__<3 ` x_iSellSeaSHELLStoTheSeabears&&Seahorses. (: says:
*STRAIGHT MAN
*then how ABOUT me?
*when you cry, feeling down and cut your wrists time
*WHO UNDERSTANDS YOU THE MOST?
*you answer it for yourself in your heart man
Maxine Desiree says:
*whatever it is that i did wrong
*im sorry
*okay?
*im sorry?
*if you dont want to forgive
*thats its ok
- (R)`__SHELLsBells;; ` ::__<3 ` x_iSellSeaSHELLStoTheSeabears&&Seahorses. (: says:
*whatever then
*suits you
*EVERYTHING suits you
*i don't care from now on

-end-
I decided to not reply. Its not that I don't know what to reply.
My mum told me to don't reply
Pissed.
I believe the things that I said in that convo are my bad.
Sorry.
I'm still learning.
God, help me.
Walk with me in this journey.
I love you Daddy.

xoxo.