Battlefield <3

♥ I've learnt a lot.

Saturday, May 30, 2009 -{'5/30/2009 03:45:00 PM

Just smsed Kristal not to long ago.
I really really really miss her lots.
D:
Jie, if you're reading this,
seriously I do miss you.
):
Thanks for the tips and advices you
gave me just now.
Love you lots!
Hugs.

Last night,
watched Terminator.
HAH.
I slept.
Was so sleepy.
I can barely open my eyes.
:p
wasted kan the money.
But I watched the last part and the begining part though.
:D
Overall,
the movie is good.
Terminator ain't my thing.
:p
so yeah.

Oh.
This week.
Like I said in my previous, previous, previous,
post that I've been adviced lots.
Not only that.
I've been guided too.
Haha.
Same thing?
Nah.
:D
But really really wanna say a BIG thank you to:
Kristal
Christabel
Jo-Hanna
for guiding me, teaching me, advicing me
this whole week.
I've learnt a lot.
I've realized a lot of things after all the teachings.
You three are awesome.
(:
I really thank God for placing you into my life.
Love you lots.
Hugs.

Today is the 30th of May.
Last last last last last Thursaday was 30th April.
Which it makes 1 month right?
(:
Well,
..."HAPPY MONTHSARY!"....
No!
Not to me.
Obviously.
To Iks and her *ahem*
I'll just not write his name.
Play safe.
:D :D

Oh yeah.
I've stop going for piano classes since Jan.
Until now oh.
I miss my teachers.
Don't know why.
And I can't believe one of them is pregnant.
Shiat.
I NEED TO GO FOR CLASS THIS COMING WEEK.
I wanna see them
Anddd..
I want them to see me.
One of my teachers said
that the teachers missed me and my piano partner too.
AW.
:P

Today is a Saturday.
WOAH.
ITS 4:00PM?!
I thought..its like 2 something.
That's super fast.
Okay.
I have to go church like in 2hrs time.
:/
but I'm happy anyways.
I can't wait to give "them" a hug.
To show them my thankfulness.
HAHA.

My cut is getting better.
Thank God.

Holidays are boring.
But its awesome.
Can wake up late.
Lol.

EH.
crap.
I forgot what I want to say d.
wth.
Oh yeah.
...

Sharon is currently helping me make my new blog skin.
I just have to get my pics from Jo.
And I think I need d youth camp pics too.
So Sharon, patient kays? :p

*scratches hand*
so itchy.
Stupid mosquitoe.
:p

GAWD.
Who don't have Twitter?
YOU SHOULD HAVE ONE.
Its freaking awesome.
Go sign up!
http://www.twitter.com/
add me if you signed up d kays?
Happy finding me.
I won't post up my username here.
Cause my blog is unprivate already.
Twitter is awesome cause...
you can follow your fav celebrities or
singers etc.
I mean,
you have to find the real one lah.
You know what is crazy to me?
I'm following Jordin Sparks, Kris Allen,
Danny Gokey, Paula Abdul, Katy Perry,
Kim Kardashian, Kloe Kardashian, Rob Kardashian,
Kourtney Kardashian, Kris Jenner, Bruce Jenner,
Kara DioGuardi, Justin Timberlake, Matt G, Denise Richards.
ETC.
:O :O
Twitter is like uh...
how to explain.
Idk.
Go view my "blogger" box lah.
You know what I mean.
(:

Thats it for now I guess.
I'm living a happier life now.
After all the teachings and advicing.
GOD.
I'm happy.
(:

Kristal: come, we go for breakfast tmr.
ha ha ha.

Maxine: Boleh bah. Go Salim lah k. Meet you there at 8 k?
XD Do you even remember where's Salim? Haha.

Kristal: of course! lintas bah. pay attention to ur movie. dun
waste money.

HAHA. I'm super suprised that Kristal still remember where's Salim.
or Lintas. :D

There comes a time in life
when you have to let go
of all the pointless drama
& the people who create it
& surround yourself with
people who make you laugh
so hard that you forget
the bad and focus solely
on the good. After all,
life is too short to be
anything but happy.

xoxo.

♥ I miss the old Simple Plan. D:

Friday, May 29, 2009 -{'5/29/2009 05:36:00 PM

I'm sorry
I can't be perfect.

xoxo.

♥ WHAT THE HELL.

-{'5/29/2009 05:05:00 PM

EEEEESH.

WHAT THE HELL.

IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE THESE DAYS.

OH GAWD.

GIVE ME A BREAK PLEASE.

I HATE THISSSSSSSSS.

BELLAAAAAAAAA

IKAAAAAAAAAAAA

ALEXXXXXXXXXX

CYYYYYYYYYYYY

I NEED YOUR HELP.

I WANNA GO PARTY.

I HATE IT WHEN I READ THAT TEXT.

GAHHHHHH.

I WANNA BE DRUNK.

I WANNA BE DEAD.

I BET YOU DONT WANNA SEE ME.

FINE.

ITS OK.

GODDDDDDDDDDD.

S.O.S

HELP.

YOU WHAT HELP MEANS RIGHT?

URGHHH.

SO FREAKING PISSED.

WHAT THE HECK MAN.

sorry peeps.
if you have no idea what im talking about.
MSN. (:

♥ Its not over yet.

-{'5/29/2009 04:41:00 PM

To all Tshung Tsin-ians,
Exams are over.
For me,
Its not over yet.

Why?

Well,
I'm not gonna have the freedom.
Maybe yes.
But I don't think so.
I think I'm gonna have tution.
And my mum told me to appreciate it.
And I have to go back to school.
And my mum ask me to go study just now.
I was like wth?
Are you crazy?

I told you.

My life ain't a happy life peeps.
You seriously don't wanna have my life.
You will hate your life.
So yeah.
Welcome to my bloooooody life.

So, today's the last paper for exam. HAH.
Yeah right.
We were rejoicing when the bell rang.
I was like "hah. yay?"
Cause I know I was going to have tution etc.
And I went up to J2 Ai to like "celebrate"
with Bell and Iks.
Saw Mr.Ooi and I asked him about my results.
He answered,
"Don't worry Maxine. Go enjoy your holidays!"
Hah.
I was like :/
Teacher, I WON'T enjoy my holidays.
TOOOOO BUSYYYYY.
Geeeez.

So, this week.
I've been like stressed up.
Exams.
Advices.
Counsellings.
Stressnesssssss.
Its like wth.
I feel like dying.
Everyday is the worst day ever.

:/
oh. How's exam?
heh.
Don't ask.
I can bet that I'm gonna that freaking green letter again.
GAWD.
HATE IT.
You'll be like.
"thats why you need tutions during holidays."
or
"Who ask you don't study?"
WHATEVER.

what else?
uh.
Idk.
2 weeks hols.
Ain't good.

Eeeeeeee.

I NEED A JACKET BY TMR.
TO COVER MY CUT.
I'LL BE IN DEEP SHIT IF MY PASTOR SEES IT AGAIN.
:/

Ouch eh.

I KNOW!!!!!

I freaking hate

people not replying my text msgs.

people sending one word text msgs.

people replying my text the next day.
Except for those are busy.

BUT

ITS FRUSTRATING.

xoxo.

♥ Learning from my mistakes.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009 -{'5/27/2009 08:50:00 PM

Okay. Tmr I'm having Maths and Sej.
So not awesome. D'oh. I can't wait for Friday.
Cause its the last day of exam for the WHOLE semester!
woooooooooots! :D

Today, had Chi and Comp.
Dude, J1Ren'09 have the best skills in cheating during exam. *Ahem ahem* :D
Hopefully I can pass my maths.
If I do, I will be screaming and shouting.
And crying.
And thanking Tai Ka Jie and Bdyap like crazy.
We'll see if I pass.
*crosses fingers*

Oh, I'm so gonna fail BM.
HAH.
Din't do my rumusan.
And Iks shouted at me for that.
She was like "WHAT?! WHY?!"
And I was like "chill Iks. Calm down."
:p
Oh, told you Bel.
There's no spotchecks today. :D
RUMOURS DARLING.
HAHAHAHAHA.

Can't wait for Saturday.
Youth bah.
So excited.
No idea why.
I think I'm high.
Oh well.
Being high is normal for me anyways. (:

What else?
Oh yeah.
*serious mode*
*serious face*
ahem.
I actually...
cut...
my wrist again.
Oh shiat.
Bel and Iks, you don't know right?
They will know when they read this anyways.
Ok, I did it last sun night.
The reasons are..
Well, sorry guys.
Can't tell.
I'll just keep it to myself, Tai Ka Jie and Bel[Not you Bella :p].
I got busted for doing that.
And I made her pissed.
I hated myself for doing that.
And she pointed out a good point.
I learn from my mistakes.
And I'm slowly learning.
God bless me.
And He'll keep me safe.
I'll trust in the Lord.
I've promised jie and Bel not to do it anymore.
My classmates thinks I'm crazy.
And so do I.

Ok...
back to happy mode peeps. :D

Youth camp!
Next week!
Wooooooots!
Can't wait. (:
3days 2nights.
How I wish Kristal, Crystal and Denise join us for the camp.
)':
imy guys LOTS.

Oh wells. Thats all for now. (:
I love Kris Allen. HAHAHAHAHA.
So randommmmmm. (:
Random is good for your health.
:p
I have no idea what I'm talking about.
:D

"Don't you think it's a little bit silly?
You want ppl to care but you hurt yourself
and make yourself feel pain.
That's not a way to make ppl care.
That's a way to make ppl think
you're crazy and wanna stay away from you.
Some might even think if you can hurt yourself
that you might hurt them physically also.
If you want care so much,
you start caring for them first.
That's how life works.
Ppl will care for you if you care for them.
If you don't care for them,
how you expect them to care for you?
You can't keep living on selfishness.
You'll never be satiesfied in the end.
You'll only end up hurting and not being
able to change it.
Either that or they will lie to you
and say they care when they don't
because they're scared you'll hurt yourself.
You want ppl to lie to you about this?"

You want ppl to lie to you about this?
My answer is NO.

xoxo.

♥ Falling Slowly.

Sunday, May 24, 2009 -{'5/24/2009 04:16:00 PM

Today, I yawned like a infinity times during church. I saw Joseph Bae and his fam but din't talk to him. ): haha. I got ignored lots by the youths and a leader. REALLY LOTS. I said "hi," they ignored me. I asked for a high-5, ignored pun. Etc. So awesome kan the youth in my church. *Sighs* I just feel like not going youth this Sat. But trust me, I will. I memang like that. I say I don't want to go, then I'll change my mind pula. Geez. I told the reason why to Bel. Not Jo. Sorry Jo. Its hard for me to explain it to you. Bel shared with me some stuffs. And she made my day terus. (: aw. After church, I terus emo. Why? Its a secret ya'll! :p

Yesterday, youth was ok I guess. When the leaders and the youth was having the depth class and prayer, I was alone. Walking round and round the church. Din't join them. I broke down. The reason why is beacause I felt so lost. I felt that the youth hates me. Like what Bel told me through sms just now. She also felt the same as me before. You just feel so invisible. No one cares about you. You don't feel loved. You feel so ignored/rejected. That was what I felt last night while listening to Kris Allen's "Falling Slowly" over and over again. I was asking myself,"what the hell am I doing here?I wanna go home." and tears just kept coming out. Last night, it was like a free cell thing. My cell when to Sutera's seashells place. Din't feel like joining them. Then Bel told me they're going mcd for ice-cream so I terus join them. :p I was listening to the song "Falling Slowly" since morn till night. Then "my" phone died. Aw.

Here's the lyrics from the song "Falling Slowly."

I don't know you

But I want you

All the more for that

Words fall through me

And always fool me

And I can't react

And games that never amount

To more than they're meant

Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home

We've still got time

Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice

You've made it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me

And I can't go back

Moods that take me and erase me

And I'm painted black

You have suffered enough

And warred with yourself

It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home

We've still got time

Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice

You've made it now

Take this sinking boat and point it home

We've still got time

Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice

You've made it now

Falling slowly sing your melody

I'll sing along

-End-

My plan is to forgive & forget

Forgive myself for being stupid,
&forget you ever existed.

________________________

Sometimes when I say
"Oh, I'm fine"

I want someone
to look me in the
eyes & say
"tell the truth"

xoxo.

♥ From the bottom of my ♥

-{'5/24/2009 02:07:00 AM

Dear tai ka jie[big sis Jo],

I wanna thank you for everything from the bottom of my heart. (: there's too many things to list what I want to thank you. Thanks for all your advices, treats, helps etc. Heh heh heh. I don't know why I'm doing this in public but I just feel like doing it. Haha. A BIG thank you!! (; love you lots. Hugssss and kissesssss. ♥

♥

Maxine

[moi -.-]

P.S: Too bad there's no pic of me and you together leh. :p well Jo, I just reminded myself something. Get the pics from Eleni!!!! :p I'm waiting patiently you know? :p :p

♥You're the best thing♥
[[that is still happening to me♥]]

xoxo

♥ No Boundaries.

Saturday, May 23, 2009 -{'5/23/2009 04:05:00 PM

Kris Allen's first single, No Boundaries lyrics.

Co-written by one of the AI judges, Kara.

No Boundaries.

Seconds hours so many days

You know what you want but how long can you wait

Every moment last forever if you feel you've lost your way

What if your chances are already gone

Started believing that I could be wrong

But you give me one good reason to fight and never walk away

Coz here I am still holding on!

Every step you climb another mountain

Every breathe its harder to believe

You'll make it through the pain

Weather the hurricanes

To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere

Just when you've almost gave up on your dreams

Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

There are no boundaries

I'm faulting my landing to stand on the edge

What if today is as good as again

Don't know what the future is heading

Nothing's gonna bring me down

I've jumped every bridge and I've heard every lie

I've risked being safe but I always knew why

I always knew why

So here I am still holding on!

Every step you climb another mountain

Every breathe its harder to believe

You'll make it through the pain

Weather the hurricanes

To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere

Just when you've almost gave up on your dreams

Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher

You can go deeper

There are no boundaries

Above and beneath you

Break every rule coz there's nothing between you and your dreams

Every step you climb another mountain

Every breathe its harder to believe

Yeah

There are no boundaries

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain

Weather the hurricanes

There are no boundaries [3x]

- End-

Dude, I'm in love with Kris. As in his voice. :p I was so crazy till I have to cut out his picture from The Star newspaper just now. :p heh heh heh.

So this week...has been great? tiring? boring? stress? Idk. I think all of 'em. :/

Shiat, today I got the balls oh syg. Shit you. :p

So ltr, going church. Damn. I think I'm gonna study Chi ltr. Don't ask why. Cause I have to pass my Chi. If I fail leh, I cry. All I need to do for Chi is just ingat the strokes, what the chi characters means, ingat how to write the chinese characters and the translation. So yeah. I'll be having Chi and KHB on Mon so wish me luck peeps.

Sighs. I can't for wait the hols. But I have to go back to school during the hols. Stupid Choral speaking pracs. Ish.

Prayer requests from me:

please pray for my exams yeah? anddddddd also to study my ass off. I REALLY NEED TO PASS AT LEAST 6 SUBS. Thanks. (:

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule coz there's nothing between you and your dreams

xoxo

♥ Kris Kris Kris Allennnnnnnnnnn! <3

-{'5/23/2009 12:06:00 PM

Gosh. Im so in love with Kris Allen baby! (: haha. I'm so happy. And guess what? I'm following him on Twitter and that's like OMG. :p you should support him peeps. Well, he's the new American Idol! Wooooots! And I agree with Bdyap. We hope that he don't turns worldly. :/ he's a worship leader and thats like VERY SUPER awesome. Gawdddddddd. Yesterday, I kept on playing his "Falling Slowly" over 30 times! I know right! (: Hah. Adam Lambert dont deserve to be in the final 2 leh. I wanted Danny but grr Adam. :D sorry yeah to all Adam fans out there. He's just so day. Go type "Adam Lambert" in Google lah. Then you will know what I mean. :/ I feel so disgusted after looking at his gay pics. Sheesh.

OH KRIS ALLENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.

I SUPER HEART YOU.

I HOPE YOU WILL MAKE A CHRISTIAN ALBUM!

IT WILL BE COOOL.

SERIOUSLY.

Watch this video.
Him singing "God of this city." Enjoy. (:

Kris with his wife(left) and his mum.

Kris family. (:

Dear Kris,
All the best to you.
Congrats.
Hope that you wont turn to be wordly yeah? :p
May the Lord keep you safe.
God bless you and your family.
All the best with your new album. (:
I can't wait for your new album.
Hahahaha.
God and your fans [including me] love you!(:

xoxo.

♥ Give me a break please.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009 -{'5/20/2009 04:37:00 PM

Gah. Whole day been doing maths work. So tired. I srly need a break. I just forgot that tmr is American Idol finale. Hoping that there's no tution. But at the same time, I hope there is. Idk why. So don't ask. Woots. Bel had the "balls" today. Tmr my turn. :p heh heh heh. Only Iks, me and Bel understands what the heck am I talking about. (;

Im in love with algebra. But I suck in it. :/ thats weird huh. I know! (:

Exams next week. Not prepared. Too bad, the lower chi form2s and form1s dont have to go to school this sat cause we dont sit for chi hist exam. WOOTS. Ala kesian sya punya syg. ;p haha! bel bel. Im gonna miss you anyways syg. i heart you. :p

So, I can't wait for the so called "after exams hols." But no use. Im so gonna be busy anyways. Camp, practises, works etc. Gah. Life. Tsk tsk tsk. But the thing that I only wanna do during hols is to hang with Iks and Bel. (: so yeah. Praying hard ya'll. :D Oh yeah. Btw, I changed my handwriting today! Sgt kecil sudah bah. Eh, syok bah. :p hahahaha. But srly, my classmates said my "new" handwriting so cute. :p awesome eh. I KNOW! :D :D

Anyways, going back to studying. -.- sheesh. Hate this soooooooooo much ya'll. Oh and btw, pls pray for me not to swear anymore. I was in trouble so yeah. Thanks. (: haha.

JUDGE ME
&i'll prove you wrong.
TELL ME WHAT TO DO,
&i'll tell you off.
SAY I'M NOT WORTH IT,
watch where i end up.
SCREW ME OVER,
&i'll do it twice as bad.
CALL ME CRAZY,
You really have no idea!

xoxo.

♥ Haha! (:

-{'5/20/2009 01:16:00 AM

This is so funny. Its rude but so funny. :D

You call me a b!itch. Well, A b!tch is a dog. Dogs bark, Bark is on trees, Trees are part of nature, And nature is beautiful. So yeah. THANKS FOR THE COMPLIMENT yo. (: appreciate it LOTS.

:D

Shiat, i accidently sent it to Jo. D: Crap. Gonna be in touble ya'll. Whoa. 1:24am. :/

xoxo.

♥ Blah - Blah-ings.

-{'5/20/2009 12:00:00 AM

So its 12:01am now. Just finished tution not to long ago. SERIOUSLY. Do I sound like I'm kidding you? No right. Awesome. In a few hrs time, im gonna wake up and go to school. So shiat. Sighs. Don't ask me why I'm online now. I can't sleep. :/

So, yesterday me, Bel and Iks was totally high. REALLY high. How high is high? High. (: Went to Choral Speaking Practise. Boring. And because of the practises, I missed 2 periods of maths. Its like so wasted. REALLY! Cause my maths sucks. And exams next week. And I missed 2 periods. WASTED. Yes, my maths sucks. I suck in everything ok?! Geez. I'm just freaking pissed NOW. At what? Think hard ya'll. There's too many things to list out. From Family probs to tutions to school to class to friends to exams to studies to church etc. GAH. I'm just like so lost.

Wth is wrong with me? Well, probably not me. But the people around me. [not you ah iks and bel and alex and cy etc] people will be looking down on me. OR maybe they are right now. EVERY FREAKING PROBLEM IN MY FAMILY, I yang the one who kena blame. For pete's sake. C'mon. Give me a B-R-E-A-K ya'll! Please? I would be VERY happy if you peeps stop counselling me and so on. You know what? I seriously just have a better idea. I better don't talk to my fam anymore. Why? HAH. They will be saying that I called them stupid lah etc etc. HELLO?! *knocks head* are you there? And when they want me to talk to them. Fine! I will. But not. I will just reply them by passing them letters. Sheesh. S'lalu ckp saya yg buat lah, this lah, that lah. Like that ah. Why don't you justttttttttttttttttttttttt selllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?

BEL.

IKS.

TOLONG AKU LEH.

SYA MAU MATI SUDA.

SYA MAU SLEEP OVER DI RUMAH KAU NI.

SYA SGT FEDUP SUDA.

NI WORSE THAN ANYTHING ELSE IN MY LIFE OH.

MACAM BULLSHIT.

BETUL.

SYG, TOLONG LAH. BOLEH :/

LORD, Have mercy on me. Please. I'm begging you on my knees. I knew that 2009 ain't a good year for me but at least help me. :/

Whoa. 12:33 suda. You know what Bel and Iks? Im gonna have tution during the 2 weeks hols. AWESOME HUH. No, ITS 100% Not awesome. I have choral speaking pracs, camp..break? DUDE, I FEEL LIKE DYING. Well, its for my own good. -.- yeah right. Eesh. Don't know lah. That means I can't even hang out with Bel and Iks? Are you kidding me? This is totally crazy. 2 WEEKS OF HOLIDAYS IS A BAD THING CAUSE ITS ONLY 2 WEEKS AND AND AND AND I CANT EVEN ENJOY MY HOLS? GAWDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. THIS IS REALLY REALLY REALLY KILLING ME. I FREAKING HATE 2009.

-

Whoareyoutojudgeme?
IknowImnotperfectandIdontclaimtobe.
Butbeforeyoustartpointingfingers,
makesureyourownhandsareclean.

xoxo.

♥ What an amazing family I have. NOT!

Sunday, May 17, 2009 -{'5/17/2009 08:47:00 AM

Hate my family to death. Seriously. I've totally no idea why my dad wants a daughter at the first place. I seriously have no idea why in the world God created me. See my life now. With my family. Its like bullshits and craps. They love shouting at me, blaming me, etc. I feel like dying right now. What happened? LONG STORY.

Dude, why can't I have a better family? Even my non-Christian friends..their family = awesome. Lets say for example Bella's fam. Not even Christians yet so peaceful lah their fam. Grr. There's one time where they wanted to kick me out from the house. I don't mind. But the only problem is, they will be looking for me that. Or even call the balai polis. SO SHIT LAH THEM. I mean seriously. They expect me to get straight A's for my mid exam. Its like wtf? You think I'm some smart ass? If I don't get straight A's they will slap me and cane me. -.- as if they got all straight A's last time. If they do, why my dad's life is so like bad? WHY?! See, tiada ans. He said mah. He don't want to study last time. So you're passing that "habbit" to your children. D'OH. Use your brain lah c'mon. Sheesh. Life. So awesome huh. As if.

P.S: EFF YOU.

xoxo.

♥ Happy Birthday Iks. (:

Friday, May 15, 2009 -{'5/15/2009 09:25:00 PM

Hey Iks.

"Happy Birthday Iks!"

Hope you enjoyed everything yesterday. Hah Hah. (: love you lots. Youre finally a teen. Yay. :p xoxo.

For those of you who want to know what happened yesterday, read Ika or Bella's blog. Lazy to blog about it. Their blog is private btw. :p see lah. Maybe I copy and paste what they blogged. Boleh kah Ika dan Bel? :D PLEASEEEEE.

Love you two. [shiat, alex and c not in.]

Ahem Ahem. Iks and L's punya keluarga. Not bad eh. :p[eh bel, g missing. :o]

Spot C. [Clue, its not the guy infront of me okay! (: srly]

P.S: THINKING OF YOU. Every sec, min, hour, day, month, year? :p

xoxo.

♥

Sunday, May 10, 2009 -{'5/10/2009 09:12:00 PM

Watch this vids yo. (: (:

P.S: I LOVE YOU

♥

♥ Happy Mothers Day ya'll.

-{'5/10/2009 07:01:00 PM

Hey hey you you! Happy Mothers day! :p whoa. Today I had a blast. ;p after church went out for lunch at lintas then pergi ke Damai untuk main snooker. Manatau, Ray they all only sampai there like 3:15. So me and big sis Jo hanged out di Coffee Bean. Then I saw Max and Annabelle. So yeah. Talk talk talk with Jo then Ray and Nick joined us. We were waiting for Bernard they all to sampai. Manatau, they all started playing snooker like half an hour ago. -.- haha.

So today is Mother's day. Nothing special to me. ;p I've been wishing Happy Mothers day to the non-married ones and even mens. :p so cool. :D dude, 3 more days!! (: gah. Shiat. I have to save my money. Firstly, I have to NOT eat anything school. I NEED TO FREAKING START SAVING MY MONEY. And the weird thing in church today is almost all the aunties and uncles said I look so thin already. I was like wth? :/ well, thank yooooooou anyways oldies. ;p oh yeah, youth youth youth. Last night was awesome I guess. The young peeps [pre-teens] was making me so pissed. I have to help Bel. So yeah. Cell was normal as always. So yeah. Finally we get to eat at Damai last night for supper. :p 3 weeks mamak stall oh. Gila oh. ;p;p. Sighs. Tmr got school. Assembly. Practise. Finish School late. Maths double period. Science double period. KHB. Chinese. GAHHHHHHHHH. Hate Mondays! I can't wait for Sat. :/ dude, I have to appreciate Saturdays from now on man. ;D Annddddd Sundays. Lol. What else to say? uhhh. Oh. I WANT TO PULL MYSELF OUT FROM THE CHORAL SPEAKING GROUP!!! )": But I can't! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Regret. Oh well. Till the next post ya'll. Oh yeah, this morn. Since today is Mother's day, my church showed us this video. I find it cool though. (:

(: cool kan?[not for iks. :/] haha.

P.S: HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY YA'LL! [EVEN TO THE NON-MARRIED ONES AND TO ALL MENS. ;P muahahahahahahaha! :p :p]

♥

♥ You left me unspoken. ♥

Friday, May 8, 2009 -{'5/08/2009 05:42:00 PM

This week has been boring. Except for today. Well not really. I only enjoyed 3rd break. Me, Bella, Ika, Alex, Jae Kuk, Kenneth, Juliana, Keasha and Nelver[he at the end then join. lol.]. Me and Juliana din't kena. [Thank God]. Ika kena 3 times and her dares are awesome. I'm not gonna tell you what we dared her later she kill me oh. (;

I din't go to Choral Speaking practise yesterday and today. Why? Lazy + having coughing. Hell yeah. And its so boring lah Choral Speaking. :p :p tomorrow no school cause its we suck day. HAHAHA. I mean, wesak day. (: but I miss Ika, Bel, Alex and Cy lots. ): school is just plain boring. Slep lots during class yesterday. I borrowed Sheila's phone to dengar music. I listened "Don't Trust Me" by 3 OH! 3 so many times even today. That song just rocks though I have no freaking idea what the songs means.

Holy eff. Finally today is Friday. Then tomorrow is Saturday. Then Sunday. Then Monday. Then Tuesday [omg, its getting closer!:p]. Then Wednesday [OMGGGG!]. Anddddd.. tada! its thursday! Wooooooots. Its Ika's birthday next Thurs. For those of you who knows miss Nurfadhlina Mohd Shafiqah Yunus aka Ika, make sure you wish her or else I'll come after you yeah? :p hahahaha. Dude, I'm bored. Bel is not online. Cy not online. Ika not online. Alex not online. where the eff are they man. :D ISH. LOUSY PEEPS OH YOU GUYS! LEAVE ME ALONE. :p nothing else to say bah. ;p

Oh yeah, tomorrow ada youth. Sighsssss. HATE SATURDAY NIGHTS TO DEATH!

P.S: You left me unspoken. You made me feel like I'm invisible. Do you love me like I do? Cause I wanna end our friendship. You left me alone the other day. Its time. Oh yes its time to end our friendship. i ♥ you.

xoxo.

♥ Keeeeep holding on.

Monday, May 4, 2009 -{'5/04/2009 05:14:00 PM

How I wish I can see their love for me. )':

P.S: We were meant to live for so much more and we lost ourselves.

xoxo.

♥ awwww

Sunday, May 3, 2009 -{'5/03/2009 04:19:00 PM

Iks is not celebrating her birthday. ): BUT...nothing. :D nevermind. Lazy to explain and all.

P.S: IKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. (:

xoxo.

♥ Same as always punya lah!

-{'5/03/2009 02:12:00 PM

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Sheesh. Ika not online. Bella not online. Alex not online. SO BORED. Gah, last night went for youth. And you know what is so shocking to me last night and this morning? I can't sing during praise & worship time. :/ nor lift my hands up. [Gah, for those of you who are Christians, you know what I mean]. I mean, I can sing but then its like when I want to sing. I just don't want to? I totally changed. And during worship time, I can no longer stand on my feet cause I feel so tired. :s Gawd.

Oh. I've signed up for youth camp. :/ its on the June 6-8. So, if got Choral speaking practise on that 3days, I can't make it. ): I've been asking myself whether should I go or should I not. My leaders asked me to go. So, fine. I decided to sign up. GAH. I hope it wont turn up bad man. :s

Tomorrow, got choral speaking practise. )': LIFE SO BUSY LAH THIS YEAR. Sighs. I hope my life won't be so busy for 5 years. D:

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P.S: I think I need Kristal to be in KK. Like srly. I've changed in a bad way. ):

xoxo.

♥ Don't waste your time on me?

Saturday, May 2, 2009 -{'5/02/2009 05:59:00 PM

I just love the song hatin' on the club! :p random ey? I'm random anyways so just live with it. (; gah, I tak mau pergi youth tonight lah. Still thinking. Should I go or should I not? I don't want to go cause I want to chat with Iks, KC [jks. ;p] and Bella. IF they are online lah. Plus, I don't want to go youth cause its boring to the max. Sighs. But something is like asking me to go. So annoying. Always like that punya. GAH!

Last night, turned on my webcam [msn]. Ika said I look stoned. :/ oh wells. I was reading something shocking bah. Get it? :p Oh, I just got back home from school like 2hrs ago? Got choir competition and man, my class sucks. TOTALLY. The boys sang out of tune [including me ;p]. I got flu bah budu. :D Im dead tired. VERYYYY. Oh shiat. I think i'm boy mad. :s Ika and Bella, Help here! :p:p till the next post peeps. (; oh btw. I need you guys to agree with me on this kay? Here it goes.

Ika hates me + she don't miss me. So, if I don't hang out with her anymore she will be sad [and she will be doing the fake crying face]. Whats the use of hanging out with her right? since she DON'T miss me and ai wo. :p :p see, even my friends agrees with me oh Iks. BELLA TOO! :p

Oh. And this two quotes? is for you know who you are lah k. (:

P.S: I don't give a damn.

xoxo.

♥ *Coughs*

Friday, May 1, 2009 -{'5/01/2009 07:16:00 PM

Fight off your fears and tell him how you truly feel about him. Maybe someday he might feel the same as you too.

P.S: This is just random kay. (;

xoxo.

♥ Awesome day ey?

-{'5/01/2009 07:02:00 PM

Today is awesome I guess. Been chatting A LOT with Iks. (: she's awesome way to the max. Right iks? :p hey Bella, you pun bah. (; gosh, I super love the song "hatin' on the club" by Rihanna. Its awesome yo. (: tmr, got class choir competition. I don't want to go oh. D: we suck. Lagi teruk were gonna sing a chinese song man. Grrr. I feel like going out with Bella, Ika and the others but someone underage to go out. You know who lah kan. :p plus, Bella VERY busy. Cause she's taken. :p oh, Ika's birthday is next Thurs. What to buy for her? No idea. I'm thinking as hard as I can. And I HAVE TO START SAVING MONEY. Yes. I've been at home for the whole day. I'm home alone now. Its cool. Ika just went offline. ): sighs. Oh well. :/ till the next post ya'll. Eff you Ika. ;p

This is especially for Ika, Bella, Alex. [sorry cy, you're not a "her." :p]

P.S:Wo zhen de ai ni. (: ni le? ni ai ta bu shi wo. Hen sien oh ni! :p

xoxo.

♥ Crazy us.

-{'5/01/2009 12:52:00 PM

Aww. How I wish Bella can join us oh. ;p