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Monday, June 1, 2009 -{'6/01/2009 12:14:00 AM

Anti-social anti-social anti-social,
anti-social anti-social anti-social.
[and it continues all along..]

Why am I saying that?

That what?

That I'm anti-social.

D'oh.

What else?

The reason why is beacause..

A lot of people said that just now.

During Adren's party.

I was like..oh well.
Whatever lah.
And the thing that is REALLY
REALLY REALLY REALLY
so weird is..
almost all the youth is starting to call me
"Max."
And I never expected that in my whole damn life.
I mean.
I do expect my school friends to call me that but..
what?
Church friends? the youth? the leaders?
I know Ps.John calls me "Max."
Lama suda tu.
But its really weird.
Patrick and Banjo is the one.

I was totally like pissed off tadi.
Ain't gonna post up the whys.
Dude, my blog ain't private.
If I post it up,
and they read it,
its gonna be another
World War III I tell you.
So better be safe.
Peace ya'll.
Oh, and I felt like swearing right at
their face tadi.
But nah.
All the thoughts were in my head like
what if I swear to them?
Will Jo be like talking to me again?
Idk.
Don't bother.

I just wanna swear now but I can't.
Later some people go and advice me again.
Then some will say what kind of Chrisitan is this.
Or
"I thought Christians cannot swear wan?"
geez.

Things werent the same for me last night and today.
Esp *ahem*
Felt like rejected.
SORRY.
BUT ITS LIKE SO TRUE.
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
I guess.
But yeah, I know you read my blog often so yeah.
But seriously!
Its like "eh, is this really the youth that I know?"
or
"Is this really the leaders that I used to know?"
What happened to the "old" youth?
You'll be like "got old or new youth meh?"
Pfft.
TALK TO MY HAND.

I don't feel like going youth camp.
The reason why I signed up is because,
some humans will be like annoying me and asking me
to sign up.
So yeah.
The one thing that I fear the most is that I scared that my
roomates turns out to be bad.
AND...
NO ONE TO TALK TO.
OR HANG OUT WITH.
OR SIT WITH.
OR TO LAUGH WITH.
OR TO TALK WITH.
ETC.

THATS WHAT I FEAR THE MOST.
I WILL BE CRYING LIKE MAD IF IT HAPPENS.
SO GOD.
HELP K.

Ya, tadi I anti-social.
Tada hal kan kmu?
I anti-social tadi kerana
kmu org pun tidak ckp dgn I.
Sial. Sial. Sial. Sial.

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