"Don't you think it's a little bit silly?
You want ppl to care but you hurt yourself
and make yourself feel pain.
That's not a way to make ppl care.
That's a way to make ppl think
you're crazy and wanna stay away from you.
Some might even think if you can hurt yourself
that you might hurt them physically also.
If you want care so much,
you start caring for them first.
That's how life works.
Ppl will care for you if you care for them.
If you don't care for them,
how you expect them to care for you?
You can't keep living on selfishness.
You'll never be satiesfied in the end.
You'll only end up hurting and not being
able to change it.
Either that or they will lie to you
and say they care when they don't
because they're scared you'll hurt yourself.
You want ppl to lie to you about this?"