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Wednesday, May 20, 2009 -{'5/20/2009 12:00:00 AM
So its 12:01am now. Just finished tution not to long ago. SERIOUSLY. Do I sound like I'm kidding you? No right. Awesome. In a few hrs time, im gonna wake up and go to school. So shiat. Sighs. Don't ask me why I'm online now. I can't sleep. :/
So, yesterday me, Bel and Iks was totally high. REALLY high. How high is high? High. (: Went to Choral Speaking Practise. Boring. And because of the practises, I missed 2 periods of maths. Its like so wasted. REALLY! Cause my maths sucks. And exams next week. And I missed 2 periods. WASTED. Yes, my maths sucks. I suck in everything ok?! Geez. I'm just freaking pissed NOW. At what? Think hard ya'll. There's too many things to list out. From Family probs to tutions to school to class to friends to exams to studies to church etc. GAH. I'm just like so lost.
Wth is wrong with me? Well, probably not me. But the people around me. [not you ah iks and bel and alex and cy etc] people will be looking down on me. OR maybe they are right now. EVERY FREAKING PROBLEM IN MY FAMILY, I yang the one who kena blame. For pete's sake. C'mon. Give me a B-R-E-A-K ya'll! Please? I would be VERY happy if you peeps stop counselling me and so on. You know what? I seriously just have a better idea. I better don't talk to my fam anymore. Why? HAH. They will be saying that I called them stupid lah etc etc. HELLO?! *knocks head* are you there? And when they want me to talk to them. Fine! I will. But not. I will just reply them by passing them letters. Sheesh. S'lalu ckp saya yg buat lah, this lah, that lah. Like that ah. Why don't you justttttttttttttttttttttttt selllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?
BEL.
IKS.
TOLONG AKU LEH.
SYA MAU MATI SUDA.
SYA MAU SLEEP OVER DI RUMAH KAU NI.
SYA SGT FEDUP SUDA.
NI WORSE THAN ANYTHING ELSE IN MY LIFE OH.
MACAM BULLSHIT.
BETUL.
SYG, TOLONG LAH. BOLEH :/
LORD, Have mercy on me. Please. I'm begging you on my knees. I knew that 2009 ain't a good year for me but at least help me. :/
Whoa. 12:33 suda. You know what Bel and Iks? Im gonna have tution during the 2 weeks hols. AWESOME HUH. No, ITS 100% Not awesome. I have choral speaking pracs, camp..break? DUDE, I FEEL LIKE DYING. Well, its for my own good. -.- yeah right. Eesh. Don't know lah. That means I can't even hang out with Bel and Iks? Are you kidding me? This is totally crazy. 2 WEEKS OF HOLIDAYS IS A BAD THING CAUSE ITS ONLY 2 WEEKS AND AND AND AND I CANT EVEN ENJOY MY HOLS? GAWDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. THIS IS REALLY REALLY REALLY KILLING ME. I FREAKING HATE 2009.
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Whoareyoutojudgeme?
IknowImnotperfectandIdontclaimtobe.
Butbeforeyoustartpointingfingers,
makesureyourownhandsareclean.
xoxo.
